It's like having everything you ever wanted right there in front of you,and like you are not prepared for it.
It's as if every moment from then on is another chance to make it up to it.
But it's just a dream , not like it's ever gonna come true.
You are used to being a smart-ass. You grew up a responsible student, reliable professional.These things in turn taught you the values of holding your own and behaving yourself under all circumstances.Your feelings were just musings your thoughts were unattended secrets and your heart a gentleman's lounge.
One day you drop your guard, respond to attraction which was in first place silly, which went on to become a passing fad, but it stayed and grew stronger like an un-diminishing flame which made u smile at your musings and yourself but it satisfied the basic condition for condition for staying glued to something , unexplained pleasure.(also referred as love by many).
You grow up in an imperfect world where that one thing which was supposed to be the purpose of your life turns out to be a mirage. But some day that un diminished flame comes back at a moment when you least expect it to light a sea of joy in a mind which had learnt to accept itself as rough and tough. Thank you for letting me be frank, letting me drop my guard, letting me show the person inside to someone.........it feels great to be vulnerable.
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