Wednesday, 26 August 2009

Guilty.

My grandmom, my dad's mom expired today.
I feel a little bad and heavily guilty tonight.

Am suddenly a little nostalgic, all her stories,endless chats, descriptions of quit india movment when she was a 10 year old,all the those little stories from puranas and other indian mythological books,all her experiences as a police officer's wife,some of her patentable recipes and those loving eyes of a person who well and truly believes in you. Miss u Maa..

Before coming from India, i could have gone and visited her(one last time)but because i was so busy in travelling and "exploring myself" that I could never find the time.

Am sorry Maa, I really am.

I don't really like myself today.
If you are reading this,please go out there and give a hug to every person who cares for you.

4 comments:

MPS said...

hey brother sad to hear about ur jejima.. am sure she wud hav realized ur pain and gifted u a hug.. may she rest in peace !

iamalive said...

thanks bro :)

Subhrajit Mishra said...

Sorry to hear abt grandma.....May her soul rest in peace...

Would like to add one line to ur last sentence "If you are reading this,please go out there and give a hug to every person who cares for you."

And also to those whom you care about :)

Cheers
Subhrajit

Swamy Saran Atul said...

Saale you had planned to go. Fir bhi? Nalaayak! Chal koi na...thand le.